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July 20th, 2007] |
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oh summer.
it's really almost august.
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[Monday,
November 28th, 2005] |
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i'm listening to pretty girls make graves, and people have told me i sound like the singer. and that's about the only person i would slightly say yeah i kinda do.
i leave for the philippines in 2 weeks. woooooo. i'll bring back something for everyone.
i want it to be the weekend, cuz i feel like its gonna be a good one.
unfortunately its only fuckin MONDAY.
tis the season for me to find a boy, whaddya say?
oh and do this...cuz i say so and im a complement whore.
Post an ANONYMOUS comment with the following:
1. one secret
2. one compliment
3. one non-compliment
4. lyrics to a song
5. how old you are
6. how long we've been friends
7. & a hint to who you are
8. after you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you
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| i'm not down |
[Tuesday,
November 1st, 2005] |
with this whole growing up thing.
i miss stuff.
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| gorey |
[Monday,
August 29th, 2005] |
it really seems like i've been in school longer than 3 days.
anyway MFU was amazing, as in the electric stage bands, all of them were different and most of them had awesome sets. The good, the bad, JSK, the lost tourists, the venkmans. DANCE PARTY PLUS! adrienne smith was great. lance is like woah on guitar. Daphne blew everyone away as usual.
um, lots of new kids, which is a good thing really, lots of old kids, a couple of kids that gave me dirty looks cuz they hate me and i just kinda laughed.
um yea.
so thursday, PARAMORE, and the boy, he's gonna be there. :)
um i should catch up on sleep and stuff but, eh.
watch my first attempt at a music video
HEADWALKING by The Good, The Bad, and the Not So Attractive
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| murphy |
[Saturday,
August 27th, 2005] |
i really should be sleeping right now.
work @ 7 and MFU after that.
tonite was the best Genext experience ever.
i met a boy :)
he lives in owings mills :(
the gatsby guys are fun.
taco bell and rain.
ok, really, i need to sleep.
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[Thursday,
August 25th, 2005] |
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I'm tired.
AP Lit-tiff and amanda, weezie, ren, laura evans, and whoever...the workload is gonna suck though....
drawing and painting- I get to stare at jon riggs all block(haha), otherwise it's pretty much a bunch of freshman.
journalism- amanda, anton, mere,david, bobby, i guess it might be cool, if i get to write like...movie/music reviews, i'll be happy.
sociology- aric sits behind me. that's entertaining enough.
i'm way too lazy to talk more in depth about the first day of seniorness.
PS: if i come off like i act too cool for you, i swear i'm not. I'm a really big nerd that goes home after school, reads all day, and listens to chick rock too much.
in the recovery room i wrote a list
of all the ways that you're beautiful.
it goes on and on and on and on and on
and on and on and on and on and on and on.
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[Wednesday,
August 24th, 2005] |
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tis the last night of summer.
and i'm home...cuz i have work in less than 7 hours.
i got pretty damn emo 2nite driving home from steffo's.
dylan popped in a cd and played soco amaretto lime.
we(me, dyl, and andy) didnt say anything.
when it was done andy was just like..."so that was appropriate"
fuck, it was.
so here's to this fuckin randomlylovelycrazy summer...
DTF and BP
frozen turtle lattes and the coffee comp.
Pepe Lopez tequila
letting go
saving lives in urbana
Monrovia and New Market
tron the one star in FredROCK
rollin cigarettes/arts and crafts
oxy
awkward silences
Hershey Park
cheap vodka
girls' nights
comfort foods
lovesong
the sandpit
the tent
getting fuckin punched in the eye at "HxC Fest"
xlookingforwardx saving the day
no handshakes just hugs
blazed @ Charlie and the Chocolate factory
100% pure pleasure appletastic
TBS impressions
getting wood
80's porn
shower parties
stripping in john's pool @3am
sy-rup
I miss you Grandma!!!
Passed Out Promotions love
someone talking about myspace everywhere you go
4 Harry Potter parties
straightedge kids @ drinking parties
the FUCKING lake
Waffle House
meeting drunk 20 somethings @ the british store
stealing their beer
Monday Madness
sherlock holmes
Vanilla Sky
PARAMORE
abbreviating everything
and most of all...
getting to know and spending large amounts of my summer with all these kids i never really took the time to before.
I know my whole being is a cliche right now but...
tonight will go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets
and stay awake through summer like we own the heat
Singin "everybody wake up, wake up it's time to get down"
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[Monday,
August 15th, 2005] |
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a lil update
Fo sho' scott will be on bass, pj on guitar, jordan r on guitar, synth/keys, and a drummer is still needed.
Somehow everything's gonna fall
Right into place
If we only had a way
To make it all
Fall faster everyday
If only time flew like
A dove
God make it fly
Faster than I'm falling in love
This time we're not givin up
Let's make it last forever
Screamin
Hallelujah
We'll make it last forever
Holdin on to patience wearin thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
Iif only time flew like
A dove
We could watch it fly
And just keep lookin up
This time we're not givin up
Let's make it last forever
Screamin
Hallelujah
We'll make it last forever
And we've got time
On our hands
And we've got
Got nothing but time on our hands
Got nothing but
Got nothing but
Got nothing but time on our hands
This time we're not givin up
Let's make it last forever
Screamin
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
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[Monday,
August 15th, 2005] |
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spread the word, i'm starting a band. I think Mike Kearney has taken the spot for bassist, possibly PJ as a guitarist, i need another guitarist, synth/keyboardist, and drummer. Oh yes and by the way i'm singing...
I hate stating what kind of music or who i wanna sound like, but i'm obviously obsessed with PARAMORE right now. I'm down for creating an original style but i'm also into catchy, sing-a-long-able stuff.
think... fear before the march of flames, the yeah yeah yeahs, armor for sleep, hellogoodbye, paramore, no doubt, bla bla bla.
i think that's all i wanna explain right now.
there's nothing else really going on in life other than me desperately wanting to be in a band again.
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[Thursday,
August 11th, 2005] |
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yea, i kno i have to get up in less than 6 hours for work, and that i've been up since 530am for warped, and that i didnt really sleep b4 that due to hershey park....but it seems like a time to write.
PARAMORE saved my warped tour experience this year. without them it would've almost completely sucked.
honestly i didn't really wanna see most of the bands. this was the list of bands i REALLY wanted to see...
1. karmellas game (did, yay, but not as good as a fredROCK danceparty)
2.motion city soundtrack (did, don't kno words to new songs, some new fans were assfaces?, still awesome sweaty danceparty)
3. paramore
i've been quite obsessed with them since i dunno when and then i got their CD the day it came out and its been stuck in my CD player since.
i thought i wouldn't really have anyone to come join me to watch them but a buncha the guys ended up practically falling in love w/ the singer hayley, cuz she's fucking amazingly beautiful. Dylan is convinced he's going to marry her. she's only 16 and that's what depresses me and really fuckin makes me want to sing for a band again...just sing this time though. I mean my voice isnt the greatest but whatever.
it'd make me happy. When ppl are that young and already have record deals and fuckin playin tours like that it makes me feel old, or behind, like i could've done something more w/ my life, or that i'm lazy and not trying hard enough. basically i'm envious.
anyway, as for the rest of warped, it was nice and sweaty as usual, the passed out promo tent was the place to be most of the time. I got to hang w/ everyone. Andy bought me stuff cuz im poor. yay. um water went down one dollar since last year. I didn't eat again...
i think maybe after work 2morrow i'll take a nap or something. A long nap.
wow, on the ride home i was in a shitty mood. but i think im better now.
i'm sunburnt.
i'm going to die @ work.
this wasn't what you wanted...
was it?
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[Tuesday,
August 2nd, 2005] |
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i don't even think i enjoyed my own fuckin birthday this much.
everything was so random and cool
hit up waffle house and about 20-30 kids showed up.
fun fun. HASHBROWN LOVE.
then BP...it was fuckin hot, so me, kearney, kronk, dyl, and andy waded in the dirty creek.
we proceeded to the wilkinson household for orange tea, and peewee's playhouse, the word of the day screaming, starbucks loitering, skating, safeway cooling off, and TRASH DIGGING.
kearney found 2 boxes of old records. it excited me....obviously.
we continued to rob trash and found a record player, speakers, and other random objects.
after a while we crashed at mi casa to chill.
had amazing veggie lasagna, and red velvet cake.
finally BP AGAIN...to play acoustic guitar and be dumb.
i think i wrapped that up quite quickly, but it was much more exciting...if you were there.
i had fun with...everyone.
end of story?
i suppose.
um.
i'm fuckin lazy
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[Monday,
August 1st, 2005] |
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[Saturday,
July 30th, 2005] |
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i'm in a good mood even though i have work in about 6 hours.
generation next kinda sucked 2nite. but it was still a bit..fun.
guess what? there's a boy who turned into a REALLY HUGE assface...and i plan on not talking to him again, if you want to join in this boycott of contact w/ assfaces an acronym for his name is: anus pastry.
anywho, i just got of the phone w/ ell and we actually had a conversation without any crying...and that...emo stuff.
he's visiting the weekend after next or something.
yeah.
i dunno how that'll turn out, but it just felt good talking to him.
and uhhhh. i should sleep.
One life to live
It's to short to waste it
Spent all my time thinking of you
How foolish of me
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[Wednesday,
July 27th, 2005] |
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last night= ani= amazing
i'm all awake and ready to do something, unfortunately there's nothing to do, nowhere to go.
so now i'm here, in front of the computer, sad it is.
that means....endless pointless survey time?
just stop reading right now. cuz i think ive done this all before
Last Person Who...
x. Sat on your bed: me, otherwise, um, andy?
x. Saw you cry:ell...i think, or jenn and tiff, i cant even remember
x. Made you cry: ell
x. Spent the night with: alex
x. You shared a drink with: dane
x. You went to the movies with: brad and andy
x. You went to the mall with: fuck, um, daph and steph? i think...
x. Yelled at you: seriously, i dunno
x. Sent you an im: james reeccce
x. Called you: no one calls me, honestly
Have You Ever...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: everytime
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: i love me lola
x. Been to New York: no
x. Florida: no
x. California: i havent been anywhere
x. Hawaii: no
x. Mexico: no
x. China: no
x. Canada: nope
x. France: no
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happen the next day: all the time
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: only for a day so i can piss on stuff, and fuck.
x. Had an imaginary friend: i think so
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: originality, genuine..ness, crazy sense of humor
x. What book are you reading now: catcher in the rye
x. Worst feeling in the world: lonliness
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: how the fuck did i get here? i have to piss
x. Future daughter's name & middle: Aiden, or some greek goddess name, cuz i'm cool like that
x. Future son's name & middle: NOFUCKINGIDEA
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: never really have
x. What's under your bed: hardwood floor, dust
x. Favorite sport to watch: soccer, australian football, and rugby
x. Siblings: dylan
x. Location: fredeROCK...in a house, somewhere
x. College plans: i'm such a slacker. I'm checkin out mcdaniel, maybe american u, and hood, but i might just end up at FCC
x. Piercings/tattoos: navel and ears, i dunno if i care for anything else
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nopes
Extra Stuff...
x. What are you most scared of: nothin, muhauahauha
x. What clothes do you sleep in: boxers n white tee
x. Where do you want to get married: a place, that's pretty
x. Been in Love: yeah
x. What type automobile do you drive: HONDA ACCORD STATIONWAGON MOTHERFUCKER
x. Do you have a job: yesa
x. Do you like being around people: i suppose
x. Are you for world peace:i'm a hippie, cmon.
x. Are you a health freak:not really
Stuff...
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with:love no, lust of course
x. Have you ever cried over something/someone of the opposite sex: yeah i'm emo
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not reaally
x. Want someone you don't have right now: kinda
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: uh, that seems like a stupid thing to worry about right now
x. Do you want to get married: eventually
x. Do you want kids, how many? maybe, 2, one boy , one girl.
Favorite...
x. Room in house: kitchen bitch, FATTIN IT UP
x. Type(s) of music: good music
x. Color: bright colors...and any kind of green
x. Perfume or cologne: patchouly
x. Month: fall and summer
x. Stone: what?
In The Last 48 Hours Have You..
x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: um, yes paramore cd, and junks
x. Gotten sick: a bit
x. Sang: all the fuckin time
x. Said "I Love You": sure
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: i guess
x. Met someone new: ya
x. Moved on: not completely
x. Talked to someone: yesa
I AM: zoe
I WANT: sex and candy
I HAVE: no clothes on!!!
I WISH: i knew what i was doing
I HATE: hate
I FEAR: your mother
I HEAR: motion city soundtrack and the air condtioning
I SEARCH: limewire for porn!
I WONDER: what the fuck my problem is
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: you
I ALWAYS: am moving
I AM NOT: a pretty girl?
I DANCE: all the fucking time
I SING: all the fucking time
I CRY: during really chessy chick flicks
I WRITE: really bad love songs
I WIN: you lose
I LOSE: fuck
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: sex
I SHOULD: stop filling out this time wasting survey
I MISS: a lot of things
Yes Or No...
You keep a diary: LIVEJOURNAL HA
You like to cook: i like boys that cook, cuz i sure cant
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: um maybe
You believe in love: of course
its fuckin 130pm now and im in the same place.
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[Saturday,
July 23rd, 2005] |
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work was crazy go nuts this morning due to the fact that the blues fest is at the holiday inn, tomorrow should be just as busy.
I got 2 gwen and BEP tickets, they're quite shitty seats(due to the fact that my mom forgot her ticketmaster password, the good seats timed out while she was trying to find the password, etc)...but i don't really care, cuz it'll be fun anyway, there's always big screens, whatev.
So, if you think you are as big of a gwen loser as me, then u may try to convince me to take you, cuz i really have no idea who to take. But it's not til Nov. 5th...so i got time.
anyway, 2day chris, jenn, michele, jordan, and andy came over to chill. Somehow we spent a large amount of time in my kitchen and on the front porch playin guitar and singin' really annoying emo songs. We eventually headed DTF and did some more hangin around on street corners. Frederick Coffee Company is again the place to be.
Now i'm home, chris and andy are over. funfun.
Monday thru Thursday=no work.
yay.
last night was a perdy good show at Gnext, Burning Rosewood=caught the last 2 songs,but they sounded awesome. Foster i had to leave after the 1st song cuz the bassist ridiculously reminded me of elliott. THE HINT was AMAZING!!...dance party w/ hailey and such. lastly, JSK was the usual craziness.
um, 2morrow night, i wanna fuk shit up?
anybody down?
angelic vision, indecision
my problems melt away like ice
and i'd fall down at your feet if i thought you'd notice me
i'd have love at any price
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[Thursday,
July 21st, 2005] |
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fuck.
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[Saturday,
July 16th, 2005] |
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I NEED SLEEP.
but i swear im not complaining, everyone is just telling me, my eyes are bloodshot to hell.
so why am i sitting here typing?...i dunno.
thursday night i pulled a practical all nighter at johns house w/ the monrovia crew, i slept on a pool table for about 20 mins to wake up at 530 and go to work.
therfore...no sleep.
friday night was harry potter...hardly any sleep.
this mornin until a couple hours ago "sweet" "hxc" "festival"...i'm not sure if it was actually any of those.
All i can say is people are giving whatever the hell this scene is a bad rep. There's 19-20 yr. olds out there being completely immature. Unless you consider sending guys out to hit other people for you mature... But I guess I can't just blame the kids. There's bands out there with horrible lyrics and unimaginative language. For instance, I don't find saying "fucking faggots" over 3 times very creative. And I'm not too sure when promoting violence became cool. There's a fine line between dancing and intentionally hurting someone.
If it weren't for Ludo and a Thousand miles of ocean, The Good, the bad, and the not so attractive, stars turn cold, and xlookingforwardx, I might have REALLY hated my day. And SO MUCH respect to lookingforward for, stopping fights, proctecting me from huge immature assholes, playing an awesome POSITIVE set, and moving a bench so i could get outta the fuckin place.
anywho, i work at 7am...after that i might indulge in some much needed sleep.
All Fun and No Fights
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[Thursday,
July 7th, 2005] |
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So today...i slept in...and then...i ate food...and i slept again.
at around 6, me, dyl, andy, and dusty departed for a FredeROCK adventure.
We took my pimp cup of coins and dumped it in a coinstar machine.
I thought we'd get maybe 6-7 bucks.
WE GOT FUCKIN' $31.19
We feasted at waffle house...and our bill was only $11.12.
 the pimp cup
 dusty finished those cheesy grits, NC styleee
 crunkin up the pimp cup(we washed it...kinda)after our waffle house spectacular, we went to some random pawn shop and then to gambrill park. we met shaniqua, but she's afraid of cameras and ran away. she's in this pic i swear.
 Andy has a really nice ass. after gettin yelled outta gambrill park by some old woman we headed to home depot.
for no apparent reason...
 yeah, we're cool.
2morrow, no work.
erm, maybe some adrienne smith @ gnext.
whatev
it’s funny how things work out…the ones we need don’t know we're there…if I were sand and you were oceans…the moon would be why you’re pulled to me…I wake up and think dreams are real…I sleep so I don’t have to feel…the truth that you can’t ever be…the one person that won’t ever forget me…
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